September 15, 2014

Alright so this week I have felt a lot better! And I have been doing a lot better! Today is changes! And I don´t know what is going to happen! If I am leaving, if I am staying, or what! So it is pretty exciting right now! Haha So the reason I am doing a lot better is well, the gospel. Haha I just took a step back and just looked. And decided that everything is in the Lords hands, all I can do is my best, and I just can´t get discouraged when people don´t accept the gospel. To me it is so sad when people stop investigating or just don´t accept. But I have figured out that somehow I can´t get too upset, or put too much of my heart in it. I have to find the balance between caring, but not letting it get to me. And it isn´t as easy as it sounds! Haha But ya, I have been studying a lot of chapter 6 in Preach my Gospel. About Christ like attributes. I have studied a lot about Faith, hope, and Patience. And well I feel a huge difference in my life. I realize that I am going to make mistakes as a missionary, and it just takes time to be good at something. Haha My life is truly a blessing. I also did an activity about how were my prayers. And I have fixed them a lot, and I can feel a huge difference in my life! If you guys can, find a Preach my Gospel, and find the activity for prayers. It is in Chapter 4 and it will really help build your relationship with Heavenly Father. Welp it has been super duper rainy this week. And I realized that one pair of my shoes has a lot of holes in them. Nothing that some glue won´t fix, but ya, my other pair is rocking! They are kicking trash! My shoes are still in tact and many missionaries shoes aren´t after 3 months. This mission is super hard on shoes haha. Well I have hope to put on pictures today! So lets hope for success eh? I have been praying for Kendal! I hope she is ok! Keep me posted! Well I love ya guys! It is possible that next week is the temple so it might be wednesday! I love ya guys! -Elder Sladers